Posted in 100 Happy Days, Daily life

Waiting for the evening

Dear friends!

Outside, frosty and sunny, but I don’t want to go out to work. Today I would prefer to stay at home, in warm. This evening, after work I want to finish this embroidery with company of “Westworld” series.

Who has not watched I recommend it (especially likely to appeal to fans of science fiction)! Time will not be wasted. That only is the cast (Hopkins, Harris, Wright) and music (composer Games of Thrones, of Radiohead, Amy Winehouse and others in and performance of mechanical piano), and of course the idea of “person can be modeled on the tablet, and fact that we are no different from machines. So waiting for the evening impatiently.

 

Posted in Daily life, memories, sweet home

Memories

What a treat in the autumn evening to get out of the box the old letters, postcards, photos or diaries with native handwriting of ancestors! Something, of course, is thrown out, though with regret. And I kept valuable and updated thanks to modern technology: scanned photos and writings.

At such moments, the house is filled with a unique kind of energy, which is mighty tree roots, nourishes human.It so happens that there is always someone from our family kept a diary.

Grandpa described in chronological order his life from infancy until recent years. This is three thick notebooks with clippings from newspapers of those years, family photographs and his own drawings – the story of a generation.I also love to write down something. My notes – are emotions and relations, sometimes psychology. And less – a reflection of events. I love to dream, to write stories, share ideas…

Like here NOW.Grateful, that you are reading my blogs, dear friends!

 

Posted in Daily life, Psychology, Relations

Water, tea, juice or coffee?

Hello friends!

All of us at least once per life had these heart to heart talks at the kitchen.

Lately I was playing the role of that shoulder to cry on. My friend was asking me an love advice about her boyfriend, who not paying her much attention.

And yes, I had a good answer to stop her tears. Want to share this answer with you as it is – in form of parable.

Just imagine, you are lost at foreign city, you are trying to find the way back to hotel (no maps or mobile device for this, sorry), weather is terrible… Finally you are feeling so exhausted and thirsty, that entering random seems to be cozy cafe on your way. You are asking about glass of water, but this is special cafe – they don’t have water, juice, tea, only coffee….

But you don’t like coffee, actually, you feel terrible after drinking it – insomnia, fast heartbeating, blood pressure goes up…. So you understand the consequenses, right?

But you feel so exhausted, you don’t want to go out in that crazy weather and search for other cafe with your favourite tea, you feel that you couldn’t make any step and agreed for coffee… Yes, you have brief few minutes relief drinking hot tasty coffee.  And have this all – blood pressure, heart beating, insomnia… Who forced you? No one.

Lesson: the so with love, you shouldn’t turn your need for love into the thirst for love. 

If you sees person mistreat you time after time, you know the consequenses, right?

So, go out and got yourself desirable jinger tea!

But you must choose that scary uncertainty.  Because everything have it’s price. Difference only: now you are paying your tears for shit, when better pay with your smiled eyes for love.

 

кофе

Posted in Daily life, memories

Flat lay

Hello, dear friendsI am trying to learn now how to make beautiful pictures in flat lay style.

And want to share one of my attempts today.

Everything precious to my heart – here!

1. Childhood picture with grandfather.

2. Comb, with which grandmother was combing my hair.

3. Hair scrunchie with tea rose, beloved by me in school.

4. Dried rose from a secret admirer.

5. Golden fairy with crystal wings, which makes wishes come true.How many feelings and memories can fit in a single photo! Amazing! I definitely like flat-lays!

Все, милое сердцу – здесь! 1. Детское фото с любимым дедушкой. 2. Расческа, которой расчесывала меня бабушка. 3. Резиночка для волос с чайной розой, горячо любимая мною в школе. 4. Засушенная роза от тайного поклонника. 5. Феечка, исполняющая желания. Как много чувств и воспоминаний может уместиться в одном #flatlay ! Немыслимо!

 

Posted in 100 Happy Days, Daily life, memories, Travelling

Summer Needs to Slow Down

Dear friends!

Want to share with you most memorable moments of my summer.

First of all – it’s walks under strong summer rain! Wet, wet, wet!

Secondly, I learn to draw abstractions and even prepare few drawings for collective exhibition.

Thirdly, I managed somehow to make 10 mln of turnover per one day – this is my highest. Still working on my system and improving my skills – summer gave me a lot of free time for trading, so I am excited.

From one of my trips I bring unusual fairy-tale pendant. Look at this yellow cutie! Fans of Pokemongo surely will envy me! 🙂

During camping I observe Perseid meteor shower and make a lot of wishes!

Seeing 2 rainbows in my favorite fountain.

Discovering new taste with challenge wakeupurself, really, never thought that cottage cheese with herbs and garlic can taste so good.

Watching horror movie being home alone late evening! That is great achievement for me!

Out of competition is my trip to Turkey during the dramatical events on July 16th.

But I prefer to tell you about positive things which worth the #100HappyDays list.

And this is:

– Eating a lot of Turkish ice-cream (I can’t eat any other after my trip, it seems tasteless!!!!!).

– Shopping at the Grand Bazar! Go for Gold mission complete!

– Trip to the Princess Islands – this peace of paradise on Earth!

– Drinking real Turkish tea at the rooftop and observing all historical buildings around.

– Feeding seagulls, they are so happy I came back here! Need to notice, me too!

– Feeding cute and furry homeless kitten. I wish I could take you home!

– Eating tasty borek with fish and listening beautiful live music.

Ok, lets sing with her:

(Wish I could) Forget the day that we first met,

(Wish I could) Forget that I love you,

(Wish I could) find another world…which you are not in.

 

Posted in 100 Happy Days, Daily life, Home pets

About love and about my cat

Dear friends!

Apart from the usual love is also inhuman. Mighty and unconditional, it is not traded, demands nothing and forgives everything.

OTHER – from love to children to the homeland – which WE LOVE FOR SOMETHING OR CONTRARY. BUT WITH CAT TAKE NOTHING, I LOVE it BECAUSE IT IS.

– So, – I say alone – the LORD loves human.

– So, – tell me many people – the human loves the LORD.

– So, – I will answer them openly – I love my cat.

Of course, “mine” I can call it only because it has no surname, and it enjoys mine during a visit to the vet.

Since the cat is incomprehensible being as proven by since, so far I cannot insist on reciprocity of my feelings. It is enough that it does not mind. In fact, it is – grey battery so selfless love, and that it is not compared with anything. The rest – from children to the country – we love or for something or despite everything. But the cat is nothing to take, so I love it just because it is, as a widow Pshenitsyna loves Oblomov: “All about him is he so good, he is so pure, could do nothing and does.” My cat does not catch mice. Why should I have them? I need a clean – undiluted passion, benefits and self-esteem – love. To experience it, we are like God, we must take a step back and return to the earth and bow down before a creature the size of our love. With this – the divine – point of view, the ideal size of a cat. It has a free will, but it does not abuse it. Cat smart enough to not talk with us. It knows what it wants, and certainly do not envy me. In my opinion, only interspecies love is happy without reciprocity.

So happy in love

Posted in Daily life

People around

 

 

I love: YOU, life, chocolate, sing, run, sleep … And I love the subway.

I like to stand in the corner and watch everything that is happening around. I like to treat people’s faces, finding in each something particularly beautiful.

I like to watch people reading a book and smiling, listening to music and nods head to the beat. I like people who laugh loudly and sincerely – they charge with their energy. I especially like to watch pairs: catch their tender glances at each other, snatches of their phrases, hugs.

I like people that are thinking about something. They are oblivious to the fuss. They are passionate about their thoughts.

Have you noticed how many strangers have become familiar to you through the same way every day? With me already greet the student who distributes leaflets at the entrance to the subway, and old grandmother, who always sells flowers in the evening – I am trying more often to buy something from her, and I wish her health.

Notice the people around – is a special joy. See, the guy writes a sms and smiles, having received the answer, see how someone dreaming, drove his station, admire the delicate and tired eyes of grandmother, who probably goes to her grandchildren.

People are especially close when they notice them. Nearly family. We breathe the same air, we go in the same direction, we see each other. For a few minutes we get one. Just go. Just think. Just breathe. And nothing more.